Sometimes I just don't know How to be Strong.

"Life throws you curve balls." Its a philosophy that's well versed in our society's book of Life. What I can't understand, is why does Life feel it necessary to not throw one, but five hundred at once? I understand the outcome is to make us Stronger, but there's only so much a person can take before falling to the ground. I'm not sure how much more myself or the very precious people around me can take.

It's hard trying to understand the meaning of life, and the importance of the people who enter it. There are a precious few people in my life whom I know that I'll never be without, but there are also the few where it feels like its important, beautiful, interesting, and mutual... but confusing and hard to figure out.

With matters of the heart, proverbs say Love Is Blind... Could that be the (somewhat) answer to this confusion about these few?

You say that I am meaningful. You say that I am Beautiful. You say that You feel something Important when it comes to knowing Me... If that is the case, then what exactly am I to You, if You have Her?

Drama is something I like life without. I always have. I regard Drama to be unnecessary, painful, idiotic, and immature. So if this is all that I am to You, and this is all that You want with Me, then You soon learn that knowing Me is a privilege. A privilege that can and very quickly will be taken away. But if what You say is genuine (which I hope it is), and deep in Your Heart Your intentions are true, then You and I have some future to look forward to.