Day 28 of the Struggle...

Day 28.

First of all, I just have to make a shout out to my amazing BFF Jman for the HAPPY NOVEMBER 13! HAPPY NEW DAY!
Just to let you know J, I've definitely been keeping myself chipper. New attitude. Thank you. :)
And don't worry, there will be random dancing in public.


Alright.
So, yesterday was pretty ridiculous for the amount of bad luck/trouble/stress/worst case scenarios I had thrown at me all in a short period of time.
I was THIS CLOSE to grabbing some randoms' smoke and inhaling, BUT I stayed strong and I'm proud of myself and of my other 30Dayer S. We're amazing. Let's keep this up.

So today I've been stressing and stressing because today's appointments really have an effect on my academical career. I've already met with Deans, Heads of Departments, Teachers... needless to say, I'm hoping, no, PRAYING for things to work out positively. PLEASE, who or whatever's out there, PLEASE help me get this to the best case scenario. Give me another chance to get this right. I have enough drive and want to accomplish my goals, and I do take responsibility for the lack of attention my academics have been receiving given the life situations I've been in for the past month and a half or so, but things are calming down, I'm starting to get more immune to life, and it's curveballs, so please, PLEASE, give me this chance to fix it.

Day 28 hasn't been too bad. Not yet. Hopefully it'll stay strong.

Progess Report:
Haven't smoked.
Haven't sworn.
Didn't miss classes
Made my bed before class
Cleaned my room before class
Made it to all my appointments.
Starting to get a grip on my stress managment.
Starting to get a grip on my studies.
I'll admit I was 7 mins late to class today. Stupid effing buses. (still didn't swear!!)