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Saturday, September 5, 2009

"Beauty"


“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There... Read More is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

Fleet Foxes


Fleet Foxes
Folk Dusty Back to Basics Lovely

Mon Homme

and how do you know when to let go?

where does the good go?

look me in the eye and tell me you don't find me attractive.

look me in the heart and tell me you wont go.

look me in the eye and promise no love is like our love.

look me in the heart and unbreak broken it wont happen.

Doomed To be at Peace and Lay.






I know what I want.
I have a list.
I've put it everywhere so that I can see it,
but I always seem to lose sight of it somehow...
So I'm posting it on here,
and making a Promise.
A Promise to myself.



I am going to work as hard and as consistently as I can to accomplish every task on that list.
For myself.
There are things I want to feel
and I have some steps to take to make that feeling into a reality.

I want to feel healthy
I want to feel beautiful
I want to feel strong
I want to feel independant
I want to feel successful
I want to feel respected
Fun
Sexy
Womanly
Adult
Happy
Outgoing
Adequate
Fit

... And like I've done all the things that I've always wanted to do
and like I've attained all the things that I've wanted to get.



So now's the time.
I'm starting it.
I'm making it happen.


SCupcake's List of Wonders...

A studio loft
a better wardrobe
Steady income that covers all my needs as well as gives me room for play.
My tattoos all touched up and finished
To learn how to play the guitar
To take dancing lessons
To travel
Nicer things for my bedroom, and soon to be for my place
to start running again
to have more frequent spa days/nights
take better care of my body
1000% quit smoking tobacco
To start singing again
to do some really fun, beautiful photo shoots
To intern at in a fashion district
to work somehow in the music district
Go to Greece, France, Europe (basically) and Montreal with Shauna or Alone in the next 2 years
More girlie high heels
More girlie dresses
Sharper clothes
A headboard for my bed
Candles
Karate lessons again
Kayaking
Lasertag
My license
a Car
off the shoulder shirts
dangling earrings
To be swept away in passion
to be showered with unexpected gifts
to be taken out to nice restaurants
Rollerblading through Stanley Park
Treated to Spa days
Volunteer
Help out at local festivals
Help out at local fundraisers and events
Go to India, China, Egypt, Thailand and Africa in the next 3 years
Spend more time with my Grandmothers
Hang out with my little brothers
Get super awesome at Rock Band so I can Whomp my brothers





I just want to feel like I'm not being taken for granted
like I'm special
like I'm a prize.





Dreams Dreams Dreaming

Fashion Industry - Styling, Marketing, Promotion, Designing
Event Planning, Hosting
Independent Boutique/Franchise Owner
Music Events
Charitable Event Planning, Hosting
Helping others who can't help themselves
Making a difference
Music Industry
Meeting new people
Helping others get their start
Changing the World
Healthy Lifestyle coaching

Elixxxxuir


Fantasied and Prophesied
Thick. Succulent, and Quaint.
Lick my lips and bat my eyes
Rich. Sexy, and Taint.

We make It to Break it

We make it to break it
These silly games are played
I thought all those words... you meant it
But I guess this is what it feels like to be played.

Both directions, they're pulling
Heart torn, tattered and maimed
Your eyes, they tell such stories, behind them...
But I guess it's just me to be blamed.

We make it to break it
Heart torn, tattered and maimed
I thought all those words... you meant it
But I guess it's just me to be blamed...
But I guess it's just me to be blamed...
But I guess it's just me
to
be
blamed.

Céu


Céu

Sensual. Exotic. Feminine.